I am what I am.

I am just an average guy, I speak simply, dress commonly, and walk somewhat softly.  Not because I don't possess a decent vocabulary, couldn't buy designer clothes or impose an elitest image, arrogantly rolling over everyone in sight!  I am, the way I am, deliberately.  Maybe it's age or some sort of wisdom taking hold, or maybe just inexperience about to give me yet another kick in the ass.  Whoever knows, but if anything has gripped my brain it's that it all keeps moving until it really ends which isn't that far off for any of us.  Our time is limited and how much of our time and mental energy is wasted on bullshit we have absolutely no control over.  There has to be a simplier way of life where the majority of my thoughts have a more direct impact on my life, beyond that I am left to enjoy the human experience as fully as possible.  In this over stimulated, information revolution we're living in I have to stay vigilant of what I deem worthy of my average mans thoughts.....